As day's pass, I do not forget your handsome and beautiful qualities.
Maybe I am over being sad you're no longer in my life... Then a beautiful memory comes to light when I am writing.
Sadness is no longer the correct definition, I smile and laugh at the difficulties we both face.
A payment facing our past living? No, I do not believe in Karma. We come into an environment for the experience.
It's not as bad as we both believed, because we learned lessons, some good some... well, some unhappy.
We took part in the co creation of our own experiences. Should we blame ourselves over and over... No
It's not why we are here on this earth. Our past should never walk in front of us, it's a form of insanity.
Our insanity is a learned human condition. We were not born with the way we think things are supposed to be.
It does not excuse the behavior others have imposed on us or make it right.
Forgiveness comes to play a very important role. Forgiving the bad behavior individuals and ourselves must spring into action.
Clarity will come when you quickly realize how to manage your heart to forgive yourself and others. This I am told is the greatest form of love, " To Yourself "
It's been said, Hurting people Hurt. If you pause to think and patiently watch and observe you will find it's true.
Opening your mind and forgiving yourself is very important process to go through, yet very difficult.
I have come to understand, when my body hurts it is simply telling me to move on and forgive.
The actions you took or those imposed on you are your greatest blessings. You are at a higher conscience level of understanding.
You are know ready to move to a happier joyful and loving place.
Mixed with emotions, called unstable. I learned the understanding of why, it tells me what I do and don't want in my life. So emotions are good.
Who is a productive human if they dwell in past mistakes, We must face the road ahead and create our new path.
Love those who were mean. You took place in the co creation of the event, a great gift to give myself I was told...
When you walk your new path love life's blessings.
Blessed with nature and air we breathe. Our gift's from our creator. Buying and selling of our planet was man made.
Love the trees, love the beast, love the insects, love the mountains, love the ocean, love the forest, love the land, love our resources and take care of them.
As I wrote this I still continued my thoughts with a past love.
Why all the conflict of my past with you?
I considered myself a hypocrite. " Never Let Your Past Walk in Front of You"
Then I realize my past Love was Love.
And this is my journey to Love...
Forgive yourself , You learned all those things you do not want. Believe in Love and Joy. Live the life our creator intended.